instantaneous

shave the disease
throw my mind out & kill my memories
draw meaningless lines on my feet
remind me about the snow that fell while we were bleeding&burning&dreaming
a glass of lust broken inside of her guts
someone gently takes my hand and pulls me out of my bedroom's window
says goodbye while dreaming about his –
and then all the veins started to break the habit

instantaneous

# I left my sister's flat and run to subway; when I went out at my station, it was raining hard and I started to run again, but I quicky lost my breath and got tired; my jeans, my shoes and my hair were already wet, so it I was running for nothing... I slowed down my walk and I raised my eyes to the sky; the trees are greener, the air is cleaner; rain makes them so. we are so dumb, I've told myself. we are so scared of rain drops and we forget to watch around us. rain comes to show there's still beautiness around us, even in these polluted cities. so i took a deep breath and i enjoyed the rain drops that were climbing down on my face